April 2nd, 2002



So Kevin isn't ignoring me. I talked to him today for like an hour before he went to bed. I told him I thought he might be ignoring me and he promised me that isn't it. And that if he didn't want to talk to me anymore he'd tell me. So I'm feeling much better.

Today I went to Schwebels to get a job application and the library to return my brothers books and get the fourth Harry Potter book. Then we went to WalMart and my Dad let me get something for my birthday. I got a red sweater tank top and a matching black sweater cardigan. It's really pretty.

After that we went to Bob Evans for dinner. I got a yummy cobb salad and some of there banana nut bread. After that I came home, watched some t.v., read some of my book, called Kevin, and now here I am.

I'm psyched though. I'm talking to Palmer and when she goes to visit Zoe in Conneticut she might come and see me. It'd be even better if she can talk her Mom into letting her drive. Because then she could stay for longer. I'll just have to turn into a big suck up and beg my Dad and promise him the house will be spotless. It might work :D
  • Current Music
    Ramshackle - Eyes, lips, body


I forgot to mention that while in Columbus I weighed myself and for the first time in probably 2 years I am under 200 pounds! Which means that i've somehow lost like 35 pounds since December!

*dances around celebrating like an idiot*
*realizes how idiotic I look dancing around*
*runs away and hides*


See what sleep deprevation does to you?
  • Current Music
    Halcyon & On & On - Orbital


Fuck me, why can't I go to sleep. I ended up having to take my contacts out even because they got so fuzzy I couldn't see. I sure as hell feel sleepy. When I stand up I get all light headed like I should be asleep. But I just can't seem to force my eyelids to close. Oh well, I'm reading the fourth Harry Potter book, which I just started last night and I'm already like 400 pages into it. Argh I just wish I could sleep.

I kind of wanted to go to practice today if it wasn't raining, but theres this huge dark cloud thats been hovering over this side of town since like noon. Looks like it could start pouring anytime now. Ah well, shit happens I guess.

At any rate, hopefully Kevin will get home from work on time today and *suprise, suprise* actually get online and talk to me. That would make me feel a little bit better and less like a completely anti-social bookworm / internet geek.

I suppose I could go take a shower and put on some real clothes instead of lounging around in my sweatpants and thermal all day. Maybe I will, even though I won't be going anywhere tonight it seems....
  • Current Music
    Kruder and Dorfmeister - Original Bedroom Rockers